Dude, you really need to get a grip. It's affecting your work.

 

affecting work? me being single and smashing everything in sight? or the death of my friend is affecting work?

 

i was telling damien that when trust is broken its almost impossible to gain it back hence my story on my wrong doing

 

I am serious. If your not up to it, we will have to adjust. We will talk tomorrow, I am going to bed.

 

not up for it? huh, i thought i was...

 

what's with the dead silence. . .IT MAKES ME WANT TO YELLLLLLLLL. . . .

 

poop

 

fixed

 

werd

 

My point is your head is not in the game, and you need to learn how to separate your issues. When the owner asks me, "what is up with Soleil?", what am I supposed to say?

 

just tell him the truth...tell him "how would i know? i'm not working over there with him." let me tell u something...i'm always early for work and everybody that walks through the front door i greet them enthusiastically...i try to close everybody that comes in. and i treat everybody customer/co-workers as i would treat my friends and family...sorry, i felt like shiet monday morning, actually all day sunday was feeling like shiet....but when jonathon said he needed me to come in, i did with no questions asked... and i still got there before everybody...but then i get a phone call about my friend...i had to leave...sorry, i'm still human..i have emotions...i saw this guy almost everyday for the past year and i was suppose to hangout with him on sat but since i didnt go anywhere, i never got to see him alive again..so if u see that a sign of weakness, i apologize.

 

I know the feeling man. It took me a while to grasp things when my uncle passed a few years ago. I'm usually good about separating work and personal issues but some things can't be just too overwhelming.

 

You don't have to apologize to me, I am just stating what I'm hearing. I have lost a couple of friends also, ones that lived with me for years, so I do understand, but you have to also see things from his shoes. He just purchased a business that he was mostly lied to about, and he is trying to get things up and rolling, and he is counting more on you, than anybody else over there.

 

hahaha thats a low blow and i got lucky the first time i might end up dead this time haha. its good to hear your heading back home can't wait to go out and get wasted

 

Shouldn't be too hard. Give him two drinks and he's done

 

i know he is....but i never let any of my bosses down in the past. I get over here and shiet is a mess..i'm not pointing fingers, and i'm doing my best to gain the trust of the ppl on this side...we have an acting manager that hasnt been trained properly and quite honestly doesnt really care imo....then u have me, who knows i'll be able to handle it but like the acting no training on what i need to know.

 

There is no acting manager. You are it, and if you are having any problems, you sure haven't called me about them.

 

I don't think this is the place guys.
Not that I'm not interested in this stuff, but yall should probably take it to PMs.

 

Put it on ignore.

 

then he'll start the giggle fest

tee hee hee tee heee