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Try backpacking 9 miles (5-6k ft elevation climb) to Lake of the woods in desolate wilderness @ 8k ft with 3 days worth of gear on your back! haha
And i was still smoking cigs, FML
Speaking of which, its official i just threw a perfectly good pack of smokes in the trash, im not looking back.
Wish me luck guiz
And i was still smoking cigs, FML
Speaking of which, its official i just threw a perfectly good pack of smokes in the trash, im not looking back.
Wish me luck guiz
Those better not have been Camel filters you threw away.
And oh yea they are camel filters haha
KELLY NOW THAT YOU DONT SMOKE YOU CAN COME TO THE SMOKE FREE MEET THINGY ON 5/20 AT THE GOKARTING PLACE AND I CAN SMOKE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLL OVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
lol
sseriously though, are you coming on saturday
lolsseriously though, are you coming on saturday
lol thats a month away lets see if i can make it a week without smoking first! haha
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And oh yea they are camel filters haha
Plus im still freaking out about not being able to smoke. I had to jump in bed to "hide" as soon as i got home yesterday which is probably what i will do after school today. Im scared to even leave my house for the fact that im gona convince myself to pick up a pack.
I have never had quitting be so hard before
Before it was 2-5 minute cravings that were really bad but they would subside and come back and fourth. for the past two days its been none stop anxiety attack status
I can barely keep my focus on anything it really sucks, i hope im succesful this time cause its hard as **** right now...
Long story short im cool off a 2.5 hour drive in my car knowing i cant smoke WHILE or when i GET there lol...its gona be a couple weeks before im gona go for a "cruise" as it is
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lol i dont think i can go out, im pretty sure i have something planned on that saturday.
Plus im still freaking out about not being able to smoke. I had to jump in bed to "hide" as soon as i got home yesterday which is probably what i will do after school today. Im scared to even leave my house for the fact that im gona convince myself to pick up a pack.
I have never had quitting be so hard before
Before it was 2-5 minute cravings that were really bad but they would subside and come back and fourth. for the past two days its been none stop anxiety attack status
I can barely keep my focus on anything it really sucks, i hope im succesful this time cause its hard as **** right now...
Long story short im cool off a 2.5 hour drive in my car knowing i cant smoke WHILE or when i GET there lol...its gona be a couple weeks before im gona go for a "cruise" as it is
Plus im still freaking out about not being able to smoke. I had to jump in bed to "hide" as soon as i got home yesterday which is probably what i will do after school today. Im scared to even leave my house for the fact that im gona convince myself to pick up a pack.
I have never had quitting be so hard before
Before it was 2-5 minute cravings that were really bad but they would subside and come back and fourth. for the past two days its been none stop anxiety attack status
I can barely keep my focus on anything it really sucks, i hope im succesful this time cause its hard as **** right now...
Long story short im cool off a 2.5 hour drive in my car knowing i cant smoke WHILE or when i GET there lol...its gona be a couple weeks before im gona go for a "cruise" as it is
Last edited by Spider Monkey; Apr 26, 2012 at 02:07 PM.
Try backpacking 9 miles (5-6k ft elevation climb) to Lake of the woods in desolate wilderness @ 8k ft with 3 days worth of gear on your back! haha
And i was still smoking cigs, FML
Speaking of which, its official i just threw a perfectly good pack of smokes in the trash, im not looking back.
Wish me luck guiz
And i was still smoking cigs, FML
Speaking of which, its official i just threw a perfectly good pack of smokes in the trash, im not looking back.
Wish me luck guiz
Also the meet in San Jose, I think its the In n Out one, what time is it? I think I will be at the San Fran airport that morning and figure I might as well drive down that way for giggles since its in no way on my way home but whatever.
but that was IT! im not planning on smoking anything today. I got home and was rediculously depressed. I must have laid down on my couch staring at the roof for over an hour. I felt like crap, ive never had withdrawals effect me like this ever...I feel ALOT better today, and the cravings i want to say almost feel 40% gone, but we will see how the day progresses. I actually went the whole drive to work today and didnt even think about having a smoke which i found to be rather odd haha..
Proud of you for that one, the cigarettes thing. I hate when people say they will quit after their pack, if they really want to quit they should chuck out all their stuff now. Not that I dont understand why they do it, but you show a level of dedication that it takes.
def the stupidest decision ive ever made. And believe you me, i have made some REALLY stupid decisions in my time haha.I just hope this is the last time i have to do this!
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Lol it was really bad yesterday, felt like i was having a 24 hour anxiety attack. Im not gona lie though i smoke a refry i found in my ashtray at home but that was IT! im not planning on smoking anything today. I got home and was rediculously depressed. I must have laid down on my couch staring at the roof for over an hour. I felt like crap, ive never had withdrawals effect me like this ever...
but that was IT! im not planning on smoking anything today. I got home and was rediculously depressed. I must have laid down on my couch staring at the roof for over an hour. I felt like crap, ive never had withdrawals effect me like this ever...
I feel ALOT better today, and the cravings i want to say almost feel 40% gone, but we will see how the day progresses. I actually went the whole drive to work today and didnt even think about having a smoke which i found to be rather odd haha..
Can you PM me an address so I can see just how far out of the way it really is? Id probably be coming down from San Bruno then over to San Jose. I love going into San Jose because the women I always see there look like they walked off the cover of an import tuner magazine.
Oh well im just taking it one day at a time, if i can stop smoking AND cut back on the drinking i will be a VERY happy man. Ive been needing to cut back or quit for a LONGGGGG time
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..thats another reason why im having such a hard time, I drink ALOT and im having to avoid doing that to quit smoking so im kinda killing two birds with one stone but it feels almost twice as hard if not worse.
Oh well im just taking it one day at a time, if i can stop smoking AND cut back on the drinking i will be a VERY happy man. Ive been needing to cut back or quit for a LONGGGGG time
Oh well im just taking it one day at a time, if i can stop smoking AND cut back on the drinking i will be a VERY happy man. Ive been needing to cut back or quit for a LONGGGGG time